Okay so what i'm going to do is that I'm going to see how many words I can put down in this period of time. I mean, I'e sort of turned this int a whole batch of nothing in particular But I'm getting ahead of myslf. Today is the third. I need to do something today, but I'm not sure what that is, but for now i'm just going to do this and pretend that I'm doing something productve, I'm just going to write all these and figure that, you know, if it works, then it works, you know? Anyways, there's just going to be a bunch of words that don't add up into anything of substance righT? that's all I need to do, so, you know, that's what I'm going to do. Okay so I'm just going to figure out all those and if I' have those things figured out, then... you know. IT'll work for everyone. Maybe. Okay so I' just going tod oth at last one, which is going to be fine, and then after that I'm going to do batches of what? 30? 30 30 30 30? that could work Okay so what am I going to do after this then? I mean I don't even really recall what my dream was, and I don't know what I'm oingtody, an yesterday, I did noting interesting at all, which. Oay so I did a bunch o dnd planning, and I guess I had a couple of long talks with sunn abou daughter. Maybe I can't really do things unless I start making sure I'm directing it at people? that seems to be the thing, maybe. At least, that's what makes sense to me. So at the very least, I need to make sure tha tit's all direted at someone. Or maybe I need to make sure that it's a story. Or something. I mean, I used ot be abelt oto amke tihngs work, or write things out ina coherent manner, hve them make sense. But I can't anymore. I wonder why. Oh well. What am I going to do now?buecase I still hve very little clue what I'm going to do here andnow. Oh awell. I'm just going to finish this nad thne I'm going to do my push ups and then I'm goin to eat and thne I'm going to work. I guess. Probably.

Okay so today is january the 2nd, I haven't written anything at all about the first, you know? but I'm just going towr tie it anyway. What day is it? It's wednesday the 2nd, and today is a day where I do... soemthing. Id on't know what that something is, just really Id on't think it really matters that much. As long as I do it righT? so what am I goignt od o? I'm going to do something. A thing. Also, I'ma  little bit hungry, ut treally that's got ntohign to do with anythin. I read whatsit, daughter of smoke and bone and I liked it a lot. Or at elast I liked the first half of it a lot, but I didnd't like the 2nd half nearly as much, you know? Okay,so what is going to happen there? I don't evne know. What is happening there, you know? Okay so I was sayingt hat I really liekd that hing, you know? I really liked that  I mean okay so I can't seem to keep my brain going, you know? Okay, so I'm going to plot someithng. I'm going to plot that hting about the D&D campaign, you know? I mean there's a few more things you know? I mean you know what i'm going to say on that? BEcause there's not even goign to be a few mroe things that will be important you know? Ojkay so what ma I going to do on that, you know wht is happening there? I couldn't even tell what is happenign is happening there oyu know? ebcause it'll never ever run out of stuff that could happen, you know? And then I'm jstu goignt o see those thoer things, you know? And also I'm very tired, I feel like I need to have a nap or someitnh, you know/ And really I like that there's going to be a few more other things that could happen on that. Right? Right. Okay so i mean there's just goign to see that thing you know? And if I get what I'm goign to see on that? I mean there's like what is happening there oyu know? I coudln't even see what happened there you know?  I eman there wouldn't even be more things that Ic oudln't event ellyou know what is happeneing ont hat, you know? Swery.

Hm, okay so today is the 31st, and I haven't written for two days you know? which could be fine, you know>? okayso what I don't know even know what I'm going to be saying there, you know? and like, there's stuff like, oh I wish that there was more stuff that could be happening you know? I'm really hungry I guess. Oh also, what else could I be doing there? I mean, I need to be doing things you know? Writing things, but I acn't think what's hapepning to the writing thing you know? I couldn't really tell what is happening ther, you know? What is happening there? I could eat things, you know? I mean there's always going to see what is hapepnign there you know/ the power of three, the angels take manhattan. What is happening there, you know? I mean there's always going to see things that could hapepn, you know? I'm really hungry, and I really need to see what I'm going to wriet what is happen there, you know. Oh what else is happening there, you know? Okay, so I kind of teen what is happening there, you know what is happening there, you know? So what am I going to see what is happening there, you know. So I'm kind of hungry now, you know, because there's just going to be stuff like... I don't know. It's not really about the snowmen, you know? So what are allt he episodes about? Because I wouldn't even be able to tell, you know So what should be happening there, you know? I mean, does strax even know where they found here? Because, like, you know what is happening there? I really have no clue what I'm going to do about that thing, you know? Okay, so what am I going to do abotu that thign? that wrtiting thing I was supposed to be doing? Beacuse it's not really all that nice, you know?

Okay today is december the 27th, thursday, and I think that I'm sort of... not really sure what I'm doing. I'm really hungry though, and also i think I did enough excercise, but I still need to do my squats anyways. There wasa fuckton of snow, and I shoveled it, which, is what I'm calling m excercise? Afterwards, I took hugo for a wlk. Also, yesterday was another of those nothing really happened days, though I think those are running out. Hugo is really tied out by his walk and his plyingin the snow though, So... you know... I think it takes a lot more energy for him to wander around, being so short and all. What else can I talk about? Can I jsut ramble on about nothingm like always, not even do the complete sentences thing?Beauase that seems to be what is happening now. I guess my life isn't all that exciting, I can't even fill up 750 words a day. Oh, right, also yesterday I called zoey, which is weird. WE talked about... nothing. I guess.a whole lot of nothing, it looks like. I mean, I can keep going I guess... I man we talked about lord of the rigns I guesS?I'm not very good at keeping conversations going, maybe I should practice doing that. But I don't relaly know how I guess? I'm just sort of bad at it. I mean, I guess the wayt o practice it is to make sure tha tI'm paing attention to all the words I'm putting own, but another problem is that I'm never really sure what topic to talk about. You know what I eman? Okay, I am terribly terribly hungry. So you know what I'm going to do after this? I'm going to do the squat thing. BUT AFTER THAT, that's when I'm going to eat lunch. Or breakfast. THings have had a sort of an odd definition latley, but I've also been trying to give thme more definition, you know? okay what else do I need to figure out?  okay, so I sitll have what? two minutes lef tof othis? But I'm really struggling on figuring out what to say. I mean I could talk about how I didn't really have lunch yesterday, just a bunch of cookies, and dinner I had liek at 8, which was a steak and rice and stuff, which I should really bring down soon, you know?

Thoguh onhestly, what is happening ? Today is wednesdayt he 26th, and UI'm going to start off all of ym posts like this. However, Is till don't have anythign to talk about, so I'm just going to iunno, sleep or soemthing. Seriously, I spent like all of yesterday sleeping and playign video games. Also, ate turkey andw atched doctor who, which is pretty good. What else couldI be doing? I mean, there's like  I could decide to tidy up this room some more, but I don't think ti'll really help. Ic ould decide to start... uhm.. doing something else, maybe. Id ont' know. There's like a few other things I could turn into a big deal, but I cam't think of anything. This rroom is very large.Okay, what else can I be doing? Because I can't really think of aynthing. I can get rid of that cardboard box, Ic an like... Iunno. Tidy up that fdrawrer some more. Ic an actualyl do a productive thing, even if Ic an'tt think of anything that Iac n do to be more productive. I can throw out all those things tha I know aren't helping with my life. I mean those two cardboard bosxes. What are they even doing? I don't know. They arne't doing tanythiomng. Also, I shoudl stop cracking my knuckles. Also, I should od my p[ushups. also, I should puick out a thing to do ont he programming side of it and just do uit .Aslo, I should figure out stuff IO can do with my life and just do THAT. Also, I should block reddit. like seriously, I turned it on and like entire life gone, boom. There, done. ONo trouble at all. What else can I do, I need to bring down all those dishes. and I need to to move that other thing, maybe. And I need to decide how to make that thign work. And I don't know what I'm talking abotu wghen I sayt his. Also, I need to check that toher thing.  Okay, so what else do I need to do?
okay Okay, I've done that. What else do I need tod o. I ened to tidy up those dishes, abd I need to see if that toher thig is happening. What do I mean by that other thing? I honestly have no idea. whee, sin't this fun? It seems fun. Okay great I got the todo list thing to work

okay so I'm not sure wha tI'm going to be writing abuot. yesterday, I just wasted a lto fo time on reddit, and then ate dinner with the family, adn then played a lot of video games. That does not seem like a good thing to post about, but oh well. I literally slept at 7 am last night. Also, hugo is adorable. And I also want a turkey sandwich. this is the extent of all of my thought for yesterday. Also, it was christmas eve. So.. you know. there's that. It's not exactly a good tale to tell ofn christmas I guess. wat is the plan? I'm not entirely sure what is happeneing there. Okay, so what am I going to do now for that thing/  becuase I really have no ther clue. And if I have that other thing working, I mean it's not like it's goingt o be a hgue deal if I have a billion words or anything, it's just... Iunno it's a little bit annoying maybe? Is today tuesday? Today is tuesday, so for tuesday I'm going to make sure if I can seen if I can get that toher thing to work. You know what that other thing is. I don't, but you, dear reader, who completely exists, totally does. W But in all honesty, I need to figure out what I'm doing with that thing, and by that thing, I mean I need to get some foor or something,. I think. I don't know. WHat time is it ?UIt's probably liek 130 by now, which  is a good sort of a time, I think. And if I have that working then, well, I dont' know what I'm going to say about that. And I'm only 4 minutes in, there's 6 minutes left, and I still really have no clue whatsoever what is happening ont hat,y uo nkow? and if I have that thing working, then, well, I dont' know. There's stuff. Or something. Im not sure what is happening there and then, you know? Adn I need. Okay so It hink I'm goingt o do one thing on this app. At least one thing a day. And also, I need to figure out how to to a better programming language, you know? IT's nto really compatiable with anything other than windows, and though it's xetermely easy to use, I mean I don't even think microsoft uses it for anything. The only thing it's really good for is it's compatibility with .ent4.0 which. I don't . Oaky,, so I'm sort of talking out of my ass mybe? Id on't know. I mean there's I mean The fact is that they want to make ti srot of random, but too much randomness itsn't good, you know? More randomness helps nobody, mnobdoy at all, and it is jut annoying, you know? also, I mean there just wondering about things, you kniow? and If I have that hing working ont hat thoer thing, then, well, I eman there's just a fewmore words that I could turn into that thing. I mean there's a lot that I'm willing to accept in terms of things that amek sense, you kniw? and if I have that thing making sense, then...

Okay, so I just need to write things down in a consistent and coherent manner, right? So what's happening today What happened yesterday? Well, today is christmas eve, andyesterday I... uhh.. slept. Like th wwhole day away. also, I went on reddit. Whchih isn't really that great I guess. I need to turn that off again. I mean I turned it on in the router and like immediately,t he nexct day was completely off. Though I really want to pay attentiont o listen tot his, but okay. I can just grab the playolsit adn figure things out fromt here, yeah? yyeah. Okay so what is ging to happen on that thing/ because I really need to decide how hings are going to happen then, you know? and if I hate if I have that thing working, uhh.. yeah. Also, I need to put up the calendear, you know? and if I have that calendar put up then, okay, so I mean it wouldn't realy solve that much, but at the very least it would eba  visual reminder that I need to do that thing, you know? which is a pretty good reminder, I think. I mean, there's like a few other things I could figure out, but for now, that's a thing. anyways, lying isn't going to solve anythiong at all? Is it? SO I also need to make sure that .. yeah, since I skipped yestyerday, I need to not be a sucha  total asshoel and ly to nobdy for the sake of... well nothing. for the sake of keeping the chain up, which is kind of fucked up isn't it/ Okay what else do I need to do? Because there's always a few more whatever things that I need to do, right? also, I need to start editing things or something. I don't really know 100% for sure, but It hink that needs to be added to it. And really, I meana  full year is just six pages right? that's not that much, is it? And if I  okay so what s going to happen there? because I maen there's other stuff Ic ould try to figure out, isn't there? if I have those things figured out, then I eman theres' not a lot else that I could be oing, you know? also I really like turkey. I guess there's that. And then if I have those things figured out... I mean it's weird to think about, people with their families. It shouldn't be that odd, but like. i mean now that I'm on twitter Ica n sort of see what is goingg ot I mean Ic an sort of see what is happening with people on the internet at random times, you knwo? Not random times, but times where I wouldn't otherwise know what they're thinking. Not that theiy're always honest, but it's a heck of a lot closer than what I used to know, which is pretty good, isn 't it? So what else should I fgirue out. i mean two days ago I went to garmima's party thing, btu I'm not sure entrely what It hink about tht. It's ofdd. It might be somethnig that I mean, it might be something tha I've completely got messed up or it might it might not be, you know ?I mean' there's nota  whoel mass of things tha tI need to worry about, you know? And I should also get more sued to putting EVERYTHING AWAYS. i MEAN IT IS sort of an offhanded effort, but still, you know?