Friday, January 4, 2013



Okay so what i'm going to do is that I'm going to see how many words I can put down in this period of time. I mean, I'e sort of turned this int a whole batch of nothing in particular But I'm getting ahead of myslf. Today is the third. I need to do something today, but I'm not sure what that is, but for now i'm just going to do this and pretend that I'm doing something productve, I'm just going to write all these and figure that, you know, if it works, then it works, you know? Anyways, there's just going to be a bunch of words that don't add up into anything of substance righT? that's all I need to do, so, you know, that's what I'm going to do. Okay so I'm just going to figure out all those and if I' have those things figured out, then... you know. IT'll work for everyone. Maybe. Okay so I' just going tod oth at last one, which is going to be fine, and then after that I'm going to do batches of what? 30? 30 30 30 30? that could work Okay so what am I going to do after this then? I mean I don't even really recall what my dream was, and I don't know what I'm oingtody, an yesterday, I did noting interesting at all, which. Oay so I did a bunch o dnd planning, and I guess I had a couple of long talks with sunn abou daughter. Maybe I can't really do things unless I start making sure I'm directing it at people? that seems to be the thing, maybe. At least, that's what makes sense to me. So at the very least, I need to make sure tha tit's all direted at someone. Or maybe I need to make sure that it's a story. Or something. I mean, I used ot be abelt oto amke tihngs work, or write things out ina coherent manner, hve them make sense. But I can't anymore. I wonder why. Oh well. What am I going to do now?buecase I still hve very little clue what I'm going to do here andnow. Oh awell. I'm just going to finish this nad thne I'm going to do my push ups and then I'm goin to eat and thne I'm going to work. I guess. Probably.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Okay so today is january the 2nd, I haven't written anything at all about the first, you know? but I'm just going towr tie it anyway. What day is it? It's wednesday the 2nd, and today is a day where I do... soemthing. Id on't know what that something is, just really Id on't think it really matters that much. As long as I do it righT? so what am I goignt od o? I'm going to do something. A thing. Also, I'ma  little bit hungry, ut treally that's got ntohign to do with anythin. I read whatsit, daughter of smoke and bone and I liked it a lot. Or at elast I liked the first half of it a lot, but I didnd't like the 2nd half nearly as much, you know? Okay,so what is going to happen there? I don't evne know. What is happening there, you know? Okay so I was sayingt hat I really liekd that hing, you know? I really liked that  I mean okay so I can't seem to keep my brain going, you know? Okay, so I'm going to plot someithng. I'm going to plot that hting about the D&D campaign, you know? I mean there's a few more things you know? I mean you know what i'm going to say on that? BEcause there's not even goign to be a few mroe things that will be important you know? Ojkay so what ma I going to do on that, you know wht is happening there? I couldn't even tell what is happenign is happening there oyu know? ebcause it'll never ever run out of stuff that could happen, you know? And then I'm jstu goignt o see those thoer things, you know? And also I'm very tired, I feel like I need to have a nap or someitnh, you know/ And really I like that there's going to be a few more other things that could happen on that. Right? Right. Okay so i mean there's just goign to see that thing you know? And if I get what I'm goign to see on that? I mean there's like what is happening there oyu know? I coudln't even see what happened there you know?  I eman there wouldn't even be more things that Ic oudln't event ellyou know what is happeneing ont hat, you know? Swery.